March 21, 2003 - I could see this day coming a mile away. Work drug on. After work I went home and laid on the couch trying to sleep. As I lay there in and out of consciousness I received about 5 phone calls. I am not sure how I handled each conversation because I was not really awake while I was talking to people. Around 11pm I walked into my bedroom and laid in bed. Then Janet called. I was actually awake at this point and we talked on the phone for about an hour. Then it was time to sleep again.